I got over you...

It’s a melodious feeling knowing that there’s someone who loves you beyond doubt, someone who will be there for you all the time, and someone who lingers with you no matter what it takes. At this instant, that someone came along for me. I have this feeling that was never felt before whereas I’ve never felt for the “first” one. I deem this person will be my last, whom I’m bounded to spend my life with. His placid caress made me feel delighted and perky. His personality diverse from the “first “one I loved before. This person has a bona fide affection towards me. His love is absolute and true.

Last night, I was at the veranda, sat on a ligneous chase lounge, after I took my dinner at 7:15 pm. I gazed up at the patent sky; stars were gleaming fairly all over and the wintry atmosphere I felt was devastating. I turned on my mobile phone and shuffled all the songs. Then, the song was played, which is entitled “Can I have this dance?” which was performed by Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens in High School Musical 3: Senior Year. The song was meaningful and vastly essential as regards to my status quo. It jogged my memory of somebody from the past. All those nostalgic memories and thoughts of him resembled in my mind and formed a “wheel” wherein we went through a lot of ups and downs in our relationship, but I guess those were not worth it. I loved the wrong person but still I’m grateful, because of him, I’ve ascertained a lot of things during those times we were together. I should always bear in mind those things I’ve learned for my “true” love to come.  I became “strong” because of him. I couldn’t imagine that I rose above those heartrending periods. I realized all my exertions went to nothing. How stupid am I? But it’s all right, I think it was enough already. I don’t want to make that person love me again; he just left me with no ample reason. I felt it on the first place; he doesn’t love me anymore that’s why he reasoned out some sort of “palusot”.

It has been 7 months since it was happened. But nowadays, I don’t shed my tears every time I think of him. I moved on thoroughly. It was “time” mended all the “wounds” which I encountered before. We don’t communicate anymore since he told me everything inappropriate. As time passes by, my love for him faded gradually. Now, I’m much stronger and matured than as expected. I expunged all stuffs which were associated about him. Every single detail was wiped out and at this moment, I’m at ease. In fact, I don’t care about him anymore. I endure to live my life at peace. I don’t want to live my life despondently just because of him. Who the hell is he? There’s no way I could do that. In spite of everything, God blessed me with caring friends and family which are the “assets” during ordeals. I fathomed that I should enjoy life to the fullest with them and the person I love the most. I hope he’s happy with the trail he chose.

Anyway, if you’re (refers to Rainier) able to read my blog, especially this entry… all I can say to you is… thank you that you left me as I turned out to be the “better” and the “stronger” me.  It’s true that I loved you before but you just wasted it. I’m not the one who has lost you, but you are the one who lost a person who loved you wholly. That’s exceptionally true. At this point in time, my feelings for you had changed. I no longer love you but still I forgive you for all the mistakes you’ve done. I thought there’s someone who deserves my love but I never regret for loving you. These things I’m saying to you right now weren’t told before because I was afraid to tell you. Now that I moved on, I have the strength to tell everything what I feel. I’m over you now co’z there’s someone showed me what “true” love is. But I thank you for all the efforts you did during those days. The things that are related to you don’t concern me any longer. I’m contented what I have right now. It doesn’t mean that I hate you; I just want you to know what I feel about you right now. In short, “Wala na akong pakialam sayo.”  I came to think of that you’ve changed a bit, “lumabas din ang tunay na kulay mo” and yeah, people change nga naman but for some reasons. I wish you luck and goodbye. That’s all.

Now, I’ll give all my love for my “true” prince charming, the one who will do everything for me. He’s the “right” one for me.

I was very delighted on our 3-day family trip to Cagayan de Oro city. I was entertained much together with my family (papa, mama, my 3 siblings, lola, my 2 uncles, and my uncle’s friend). Our trip was superb, we had so much fun and I guess it was a long time since we had our trip together before. Our intention was to dwell in Divine Mercy Hills, that was located at El Salvador city, Misamis Oriental. M y grandmother told us to visit there because as what I’ve heard, that place is astounding and I rely on it. My father decided to go there and everybody was agitated. We went through different cities until we reached our destination. I tasted different mouth-watering foods, and it was delectable! We had lots of food trip and I wouldn’t ever fail to remember that kind of experience.

November 19 (day 1) - we left the house @ 3:30 in the afternoon and it was my father who drove the car. It took us 3 hours of cruising along until we disembarked @ Ipil, Zamboanga Del Sur. As we were travelling along the heaps, I perceived the attractiveness of our city. The magnificent spots of Zamboanga city were truly amazing and gazing down the hills that were enclosed by olives was endearing. We arrived @ 6:30 pm. The place is an urban area, had progressed so far since I had my last visit during my high school years. We had our dinner there and after that, we headed right away to Pagadian city. Again, 3 hours passed by until we accessed at Pagadian City. It was already 9:30 pm and I felt the gentle air breeze at night as the windows were opened and stared at the midsummer sky. I just noticed the city was well developed right now. I visited this place before since I was in my 4^th year level in high school during our Regional Science Camp. Nowadays, various types of edifices were built. We stayed there in one night @ New Roxanne Hotel.

November 20 (day 2) - I woke up @ 6:30 in the morning. We had our breakfast right away @ Dunkin Donuts. Then we packed up our belongings and head out to Iligan city. At 9:00 am we passed to Lanao del Norte. I just observed in every place we had our stopover; there were different modes of transportation. In Iligan city, they still ride on “kalesa”. Brilliant, isn’t it? (I want to have a ride too). Along the highway I could see the fine-looking scenes of rice fields on both sides and I felt the fresh air stroke my skin. We had our lunch @ Jolibee. It was my first time to visit Iligan city. The place was like our city also. Then we passed to a Misamis Oriental, 2 hours of trip until we made it to El Salvador City. It was 11:30 am, it was very warm and the sun was intensely bright. Finally, we got to Divine Mercy Hills. It was located at the top of the hill, facing the sea shore. The place was really awesome! The statuette of Jesus Christ was constructed 50 ft tall with 5 rays on both sides. There were also some tourists came and explored the place. I was amazed there were a lot of devotees who joined and scrambled along the stairs and lighted the candles at the top. As we were walking down the hills, I could see the beauty of nature, “greenish” indeed. I loved seeing the sea, it was calm and gentle, and so I took its picture. I hope we’ll come to visit this place again next time. At 12:37 pm, we went to Cagayan de Oro city. It was a long way and we attained @ 2:30 pm. It was also my first time to visit Cagayan de Oro. It was a huge place and we got lost hahaha! Almost 2 hours passed, as we kept on searching for an “inn”. I got hungry but in the end, we found one. We checked in at Vines Pension house and had our dinner at dim sum diner. Then we shopped at SM city Cagayan de Oro and we had our tour in different places even though it’s already late at night.

November 21 (day 3) - Home sweet home! Surely I’m gonna miss CDO. We had our breakfast at McDonalds. We stopped at “ A lind resort” at Lakewood, to have some sight seeing We arrived home @ 7:30 pm. Then we went home after our breakfast, 12 hours all in all of travel. We arrived home @ 7:30 pm. I was very tired but I enjoyed much!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is out!

It’s 18^th of November; Harry Potter and  the Deathly Hallows is out in theaters nationwide. The day has finally arrived. As I woke up early, the first thing I did was, I checked my cellphone and I tried to sign-in in fb. I posted on the wall, saying, “Goodmorning! Deathly Hallows na! XDD”, I freaked out and leaped out of bed due to adrenalin-rush through my veins, silly isn’t it? I was talking to my boyfriend that time, he texted me last night and he pointed out, “I hope you’ll enjoy your day co’z I know HP will be released today.” Yet I’m so thankful and I’m hoping that we’ll gonna watch together the part 2 of it next year. I hope he’ll come to visit here.

It was 10:30 am, when I turned on the pc, signed in again in fb, and posted some HP stuffs. I spent almost 2 hours in surfing the internet since the cinemas will be opened at exactly 12:30 pm. So I just enjoyed myself in facebook. When I noticed the clock, it was already passed 11; I packed up my things and got ready. I left the house at 12:15 pm (jeez, hope I could make it at 12:30) then I disembarked at 12:38 pm, not on time eh?  I bought some snacks after that. Actually, I was REALLY late co’z the first show started at 12 pm (jeez, I didn’t know that!) I was disheartened since I wanted to watch the 1^st screening. The show is all in, all out only. So I wasn’t able to watch the movie for many times that I want to. But, it’s fine with me since all I want is to watch the movie. That’s it. So, I just hang around, kept on waiting for the 2^nd screening. It took me 2 hours standing along the side of the counter (my legs hurt!) but it was worthy enough co’z when I entered the cinema, I found the “most comfortable” place to watch. I met my friend also; she went there just to watch the movie. Since then, I didn’t feel alone gazing at the movie.

YES!!! The movie was EXTRAORDINARY, extremely marvelous indeed.  Even if it was only part 1, but the beginning was exciting. I found it fascinating compared to the last movie (half-blood prince). Yeah! I know the story of book 6, I was in despair that time co’z the upshot was very frustrating. The scenes that I waited for didn’t turn out well. It was hazy since the book was more on detailed. Anyway, Deathly Hallows is one of the best HP movies for me. Even though some of the scenes were scrubbed out, still I found myself enjoying the other scenes. The panoramas were truly breathtaking. I was stunned at some point in the ‘locket scene’OMG! Harry and Hermione kissing?! Yeah it was all in the book. Their ‘apparition’ was brilliant! Since I’ve witnessed it in this film only (I guess it was discussed in book 6). The fight scenes were enormously great! Completely demented. Each battle was awesome! And some scenes were funny and gloomy co'z some of the characters which are the protagonists were killed (Mad eye Moody,Hedwig, and Dobby). The visual effects were like the “REAL” one that’s why I feel like I’m also one of the characters fighting all along. To sum up, the movie was good. The movie had improved much due to its visual effects. I enjoyed myself watching the movie. So far, what a great job! Now I’m looking forward for the last part, which is the part 2. The true battle begins there.

Anime review...5 centimeters per second

5 centimeters per second...

               The name was taken from a speed of cherry blossom fall from the tree.This anime is one of the brilliant works of Makoto Shinkai. It was yesterday when I watched this anime for the first time. My lover suggested this anime to me co’z I was looking for some new animes preferably romatinc ones. He recommended it since he thought that perhaps, we can relate about the story and yeah! It’s true. But somehow, I’m hoping that it won’t happen to us. The story at the end was kind of misfortune, dreadful indeed. When I told him regarding the story, he asked me, “You think, you’ll do the same way like the girl did in the story?”  I answered, “Of course NO! People have different perceptions about love relationships and each relationship have different love stories.” Both of us were hushed. I believe it won’t happen to me again like the ‘first one’. Even though we are far apart, the strong faith with each other maintains our relationship to become much stronger. I believe in him.

             Anyway, the story splits into 3 chapters. Each chapter had a typical flow. But at the end I became poignant about what happen. It was “spring” time, cherryblossoms flourish so gaily. When Akari (girl) and Takaki (boy) were taking their pace together along the side road, cherryblossoms plunge so gently. They were still in elementary that time. But one day, they got separate caused by their parent’s job. The 1^st chapter tells about their relationship, how are they acquainted to each other and the reason behind the departed. The person who departed first from their relationship is Akari. Akari send her first letter to Takaki. They didn’t see each other for a long time but they keep sending each others letter, until they meet each other again at the train station. The purpose is, because Takaki will go to transfer further away. On Takaki’s train-ride to meet Akari was so much throbbing that he had imagine.

             The second chapter tells about after their meeting. It goes to Takaki’s side, which the story was told from another person’s view, wherein that person had a huge “crush” on him since the day was Takaki transferred. That person is Kanae Sumida. She tried to spend her time with Takaki everyday. The more she spends time with him, the more she knows that she loves him. But she couldn’t say that straightforwardly to Takaki. But Takaki didn’t notice those times he spends with Kanae and he always staring off as if he was searching for something.

         The last chapter tells their movement and their childhood love. Everyone have moved on and each of their own part to take. But one day, Takaki and Akari passed each other a place similar to the place where they made a promise to each other long time ago. As they were going back at the each other, two passing train cut off their view.

         So I adore this anime movie, touching and sad. But we can’t do anything, time will surely past and those feelings they had for each other will go to change. The quality and animation made this anime very pleasant. The silence which match the feeling of the situation, remind a lot of reality. And the ending song (One more time, one more chance) elucidates a lot of emotion. This is a strong story that informs the situation of many people who must move and leave some significant individual behind. You know that once you’re far away from them, during that time, letters don’t help much. As for us now, we have sms and msn which are faster than letters. So it’s easy to converse along and the feelings might be much closer than before but still… you can’t see the same thing as where the person is.

          Such a very nice movie!!! You’ll surely appreciate it. But compared to our situation, even if it will take us years to meet, still I will truly love him throughout those years and my feelings for him won’t ever change. I keep my promise and I believe that we will meet someday, and I am going to spend the rest of my life with him ♥

5 days to go... Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows will be in theaters nationwide!

As I looked at the premiere night last November 10, I imagined that I could apparate from here in the Philippines to United Kingdom (London) or I put on the Invisibility Cloak so that I could sneak out inside the airport then ride on the airliner without expenditures, then flutter through London… or I had gone there by means of a broomstick (Accio Firebolt!) LOL. I wish magic do REALLY exist!

the "trio" (L-R: Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, Rupert Grint)

the Weasley Twins (James and Oliver Phelps)

Emma Watson signed autographs

Rupert Grint too :)

and Daniel Radcliffe was also caught :)

the "trio" with JK Rowling (author)

Anyhow, all HP fans gathered on the premiere night went on a “hyper” mode. Did you hear their screams? Oh my! Everyone had a BLAST! It was their BIG MOMENT since Harry Potter will come to an end. Others were on their gears; I saw some of them showed off as “death eaters” and put on their Hogwarts uniform costumes. ASTONISHING, isn’t it? The place was filled up by HP fans of course. Even though, I’ve seen it on youtube still I can feel the tension, thrill and excitement. Also, it made me shriek out loud just like the fans out there. Think I’m gonna be extremely foolish about this, my mind got burst of HP thoughts. What’s happening? Oh LOL! Somehow, I grudge those HP fans who gathered round the corner, LUCKY enough though. It’s fine for me anyways. I’m still glad. HP enthusiasts were screaming as the casts disembarked and paced along the red carpet. Most of the fans took their HP books and paraphernalia, and were asking for their inscriptions. B-but OMG! When I saw the “trio” (Harry, Hermione and Ron), I got trembled. As they were having their vivid pictorials I came to think of “they’ve really grown up.”I’m going to miss them surely. Emma Watson who played the role of Hermione Granger became more gorgeous with her haired short (I’m going to miss her wavy long hair T^T), but she’s still the best! Dan and Rupert also put their best outfits. All of them wore a small red “poppy” fastened on the left side of their clothes. It’s kinda cute (want to have as a souvenir). JK Rowling, the author, gone there and joined the casts as well. She gave her autograph and acknowledged by the fans with splendid remarks. She’s a wonderful person indeed. JK Rowling made my life magical. I wish I could tell that to her personally. I wish to meet them all in person. Thinking how glad I am if it will gonna happen. All I can say, the premiere night is SUPERB! Full of vibes and tense.  I’m also looking forward for the NY premiere this November 15, and I’m soo excited to watch the film.

Short Story 101... It's Complicated.

It was the month of April when Roxanne and Jim first met in a birthday celebration of Ashley, a common friend. From mere acquaintances, they eventually became very close friends. As days passed by, Jim realized that he was attracted to her. On the other hand, she wanted him to be just her best friend. So, he started to show her that he was interested. He would tell her that he is jealous with other guys who tried to court her. During their free time, he would ask her out. When they are out together, some people would ask him what is their relationship and he would tell them that they were just friends but she’d pretend that she didn’t and she’d laugh inside. He seemed so sweet, sincere and true that she eventually realized that their feelings were mutual. They had good, sad, and funny times together. They felt, and other people can testify, that their relationship grew deeper everyday as they discover each other’s strengths, flaws and weaknesses. Jim once said that she likes Roxanne but both of them were not yet prepared to let go of the friendship. Thus, he begged her to wait for him until he’s “really” ready. Unknowingly, she had taken all he said seriously. Hence, she waited, waited and waited for him.

Roxanne was certain she loves Jim and Jim loves her too, although they were technically best friends. However, like all other stories they had a challenging twist. Jim had a childhood sweetheart named Sally. Sally had been abroad for one year before Jim met Roxanne. At last, during his birthday, late in November, Sally went back and there she met Roxanne, and they became friends too. Roxanne had no idea about Jim and Sally’s relationship and thought that she was just one of his friends. Yet, the return of Sally became a secret dilemma that Jim kept to Roxanne. He was confused.

Blame it to first love or friendship but Jim needed to choose between the two ladies. Finally, before January ended, Jim had all the confidence to tell the truth. He knew that he’d hurt one of them but he also believed that it was the wisest thing to do. Jim first spoke to Sally and told her everything that he’d been thinking for the past weeks. Tears fell down from her eyes and she went home puzzled and guilty. She scheduled her flight abroad the next two days without telling Jim. In the afternoon of the same day, Jim and Roxanne went out for dinner. He told her that he’d be out of town for a family errand. He also told her to meet him at the ark as soon as he arrives.

It was the month of March. Roxanne heard that Jim was back on town. The preceding day before their scheduled meeting, Roxanne felt uneasy. Her instinct was telling her that something was wrong as seen by the way Jim last spoke to her. But she tried to ignore it because she was more excited to see him. Thus, their scheduled meeting finally came and Jim was more ready to express his feelings. Her waiting was coming to an end. They met at the town park and he finally told her the most awaited words. “I love you” he said. “And I don’t want to hurt you anymore.” I love you only as a friend. I love somebody else, Sally. It took him a long time to realize that Roxanne is just a friend and Sally was, still and will be the one he will love forever. Sally cried the last day Jim spoke to her because she still loves him but she can’t bear to hurt Roxanne.

Roxanne e-mailed Sally to clarify things out but Sally wouldn’t reply. When Jim heard about her mails, he misinterpreted it and thought that Roxanne argued with Sally that’s why Sally decided to go. Jim blamed Roxanne instead. Unknowingly, Roxanne, herself, was very willing to let him go because she wanted to see him happy even if it hurts. Sally went away and never returned to their town. Jim went abroad to look for Sally but he failed. Roxanne kept waiting that Jim would change his mind, though she wanted to move on.

Jim and Roxanne had no relationship more than best friends in the first place, but the mutual feelings were too overwhelming to hurt them both. It’s been almost two years now and many things had happened since Jim promised Roxanne that he’d always stay with her if she’d wait. Almost two years has passed before she realized that she had been waiting for someone who can’t keep a promise.

TO BE CONTINUED... 

I want to be an ARTIST

“I want to be an Artist!” this is what my wits yearn for, my decisive ambition that I would like to pull off while I’m still subsisting in this realm. Art is my passion. I endure my vitality filled with artifice and I am honored to live with it. Its core furnished my life with luminosity, beyond wonderful blushes I perceive concerning the milieu that enfolds me, those inimitable figures I saw wherever I set off, and those astonishing works of art made by certain individuals serve as a challenge that I should go on. Someday, I’ll let everyone catch a glimpse of all my magnum opus which I exerted too much effort just to propagate such an art.

As we all know, art is broad enough to learn. It is a large body of knowledge yet with different areas of interest similar to “science”. Music, literary works, any forms of dance, paintings, sculptures, designing; handicrafts, sketches, photography, animation and cinematography…all these stuffs can be found in arts. Even “nursing” is also an art in such way on how to take care of sick people not only who are ill but also those who are in “well” state. Brilliant, isn’t it? However, what I want most is to be an animator and a photographer. Though I love to sketch a lot and usually I drenched my feelings when I draw. I love the beauty of the scenery that’s why I’m interested to take its images by means of photography. I’m pleased since God gave me such a wonderful gift having awe-inspiring hands and with this ability, I must share it to everyone. I don’t want to take it away from me for I have found happiness when I’m wrapping up these things. Of course, each one of us possessed such amazing intellectual gifts and we should be grateful on what we have right now. Thank you Lord!

i took this shot :)

maka albarn made by me :)

Even though, I completed my degree in nursing, still I want to proceed in Fine arts course. I can sense there’s a “calling” that I should tag along and I feel remorseful for my kin because I have chosen my dream. Perhaps, I’ll be successful if I should do it and I know I’m going to make it no matter what it takes for nothing is impossible if there’s determination.

1 month ♥

November 4, 2010 - Two veritably meaningful occasions took place at the same day. Apart from my birthday, our First Monthsary also be-chanced. Both of us were elated on that date. Although I was in a bad situation, he’s always at hand to brighten me up. He was on his training at Bataan that time, but even he’s too distant, still I sense his presence and yeah, we are in a long distance relationship. Nearly everyone has the same perception in regards to long distance affair; they deem it won’t last eternally. Nevertheless for me, I believe it will going to last. Now that I’ve found my TRUE prince charming. The most important aspect to remain long distance relationship whole is TRUST. As long as, trust reigns within their hearts and both are faithful to one another, there will be no despondency and everything will be worth waiting for. This is my fathomless discernment concerning long distance relationship and I have faith in it.

Moving on… I can feel that my heart throbs lively once more, for some reason that fate conveyed us together to show and share our feelings towards each other. It is factual not to anticipate more than enough from certain entity to do any thing just to give you an idea about his/her love, to avert painful experiences. Just let him/her be the one who will do everything willingly for the person he/she loves. I’ve learned this from the past and made me realized that I should become “better” for my true prince charming soon to come and he just came along swiftly.  Right now, 1 month of loving him is still whole and won’t get drained. We’re taking joy in ourselves by keeping in touch day by day through exchange of words in text messages, chatting, making phone calls and social networks. Actually, I value his efforts completely just to fritter his time with me. Whenever I hear his voice, my heart begins to pound rapidly, just when he says “I LOVE YOU”. When those phrases gush through my receiver, I just closed my eyes and fancied that he’s standing right in front of me, saying those sweet-sounding words, my mind mutters… “I hope time will run slowly just for a bit.” His balmy hand stroked my cheeks; his eyes were locked on mine, as soon as our faces were getting closer and his cozy lips are gently touching mine.

“Thank you for everything my Kazehaya. My love for you will always be cherished and won’t ever end, though my love is incomparable to any others. Thank you for making my life so meaningful to live and I want to live my life with you forever. You and I, together, forever. Just bear this on your mind always… I couldn’t ask for more co'z your love is the greatest gift of all. (my message for him)♥

Happy 1st Monthsary babe :) 

I love you!

the building blocks of who you are TODAY

            Do you remember certain people from your past? Who are those people? Have they meant that much to you and helped you be who you are today? Before we became who we are today, people we've been together with before especially those whom we've met in school have all contributed to the whole process of being who we are today. From the most blissful-naive to the teenage bitter-sweet experience, we should be grateful to have those kinds of experiences. Almost everyone who have been with us in our journey seem to be essential even the ones whom we've cared the least or hated the most. A greater percentage of the people from our past have turned the other direction when we reached the crossroads for they also have a different dream to pursue in life. If it wasn't for them, we may be stuck in the traffic with no traffic lights on to guide us and we can't be who we are today. Reminiscing back our past that's full of memories seems to be nostalgic. Every now and then we will seek for a place in our memories we have kept all of those remarkable memories we've shared. The building blocks of who we are to day do not merely consist of those who are good and delightful but it also includes those who have inflicted pain on us and made us feel sad. We could  never experience those kinds of days anymore and the way they used to be can never be brought back because that's just how things are. People do change but this doesn't give us a reason to forget them. You could never be the best of who you are today without them.

21 years....still blissful.

November 4, 2010 - 1 year was added as I am in a journey for 20 years of existence.

God is great! I’m grateful to be in this world safe and sound, a peaceful life is all I yearn for. Right now I’m having a good time in celebrating my birthday all by myself, it’s not like I’m sort of egocentric individual but lots of circumstances had occurred as I grow feebly. Perhaps, it was really meant to happen in my life because of those ordeals that came across, I’ve learned a lot of perceptions in life and turned out to be the “better” me. God bestowed upon me with trusted friends for their never-ending admonitions and someone who is always been there loving me always, that someone whom I called “my best friend and my lover”. Stronger than ever, more full-fledged than before but furthermore I’m confident enough to façade whichever endeavors I may take.

Lots of my friends, high school colleagues, college pals, and relatives have the same speculations; they greeted me all the way through texts, FB, emails, YM, and other social networks that I have. Especially “him” he called me on the phone at 12 midnight just to utter this to me “Novelyn Manuel... My Sawako; My One and Only True Love...A Very Happy Birthday to You and a Sweet Monthsary to us! :* Stay Happy my Baby. Don’t Worry, I Promise to You; not only just for you but also to let everyone know that I will truly Love You Forever and ever. I Love You:* “aww. How sweet of him. Somehow, I feel glad because they remember my birthday. I cherish their efforts vastly. Thank you!!!

Even though I have a dilemma regarding my family, I find ways just to relish and to heed how marvelous life is and my mind grasped something knowing that everything will be alright in the end. I keep my fingers crossed that all the things had been wrecked will be settle down someday and I believe, it will gonna be.

Now, I’m 21, I realized that I’m already capable to live independently and I can handle things on my own. But I’m having a hard time to confer with my parents as regards to the profession I want to pursue. Just hoping that they’ll understand what I’m feeling right now. All I want is to have a typical life on my own and a family that keeps on supporting me whatever path I may take.

 I’m gonna make a wish for my birthday!

*blows the candle*

 

Overly Obsessed with Harry Potter ♥

Accio PC!

My PC has been call upon right in front of me. I turned it on and started to make an entry in my blog.

“Accio” is known to be a “summoning charm”, which can be exploited when rummaging around a nearby object or if that matter is too distant from certain destination, sort-of mind boggling eh? However, that’s not the only spell I recognized, there are a lot of spells I’ve encountered when I embarked on 9 ¾ Hogwarts Express go into the Wizarding world of Harry Potter. Aside from being an “otaku”, I’m a Harry Potter fan as well or shall I say “Harry Potter Nerd”.LOL

I would like to show my appreciation to Ms. J.K. Rowling (author) a lot for doing such fantastic works, the capacity to do her magnum opus is amazing, for without allocating her brilliant thoughts, We, Harry Potter supporters don’t exist at all. Harry Potter phenomenon is truly epic! Extremely remarkable, surely it is.

It was in the beginning the thrill I’ve felt, the enthusiasm, all the non-stop voyages of Harry, Ron and Hermione… when I watched the 1^st movie which is Harry Potter and The Sorcerer’s Stone for the first time. I had the impression that the movie is splendid. I was only 11 years old way back then. But when I found out it was based from a fiction novel, I rushed to the library right away, scrounged Harry Potter books and spent my time in reading all the seven books. I’ve also watched the movie series (from Sorcerer’s Stone until Half-Blood Prince). I was stunned because HP had gone this far.  Almost 11 years HP is a “big hit” and I’m expecting more electrifying scenes this upcoming 7^th film which will be in theaters worldwide this month. Thinking all the actions, mostly the heartrending ones, as I scrutinized its pages (Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows). I’m hoping this film will be the most superlative among the other series.

I mailed fan letters to Ms. Rowling, Daniel Radcliffe (Harry) and Emma Watson (Hermione) which in return they also sent me their newsletter and a photo with their autograph on the sides. I do also have a collection of HP stuffs but I keep those in my hand-made box since those stuffs means a lot to me. I made 2 scrapbooks regarding HP. Hell yeah! I splurged a lot of time to make an impressive-look. But there’s only one thing that put my spirit down, that is, I wasn’t able to grab a copy of the original dvd Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix T_T dreadful indeed. I think I was in a deprivation that time. But I won’t give up, before the world is going to end, I should clutch a copy first, no matter what it takes! I’ll take the risk! I will!

Sad to say that, HP comes to an end next year. Its finale will become unforgettable for me. As a die-hard fan, I know how it feels. I suppose, I’m going to shed tears as I will be watching the last part (Part 2 of the 7^th film). I know HP won’t last forever but deep inside of me, HP will be forever in my <3