2010 has been so much fun!

3 days to go…

As the year comes to an end, people are already hectic with theirselves in preparing stuffs to welcome 2011. Striding along the lane, I can already heed the gust of some firecrackers, made by the kids. The city center is filled with so many people, shopping for new-fangled items and doing their groceries. Others were having fun through hanging out with their pals and some were already done with their new year resolutions.

Speaking of new year resolutions, I feel like, I’ve got mine. Not exactly “my new year resolution”, I just want to make a bit unusual since that stuff is somewhat like “ordinary” to  all and sundry. All I wanna do is, I would like to accentuate all the essential episodes of my life in the year 2010.

I had began the reign with a life-size “sneer”. We all welcomed it together with my family, friends, and my first boyfriend. I was also enthused since 2 months from now, I’m already done studying  and soon to graduate. Within 2 months, lots of stuff had came to pass. I felt like, I couldn’t make it until graduation day since my requisites were still curtailed, particularly my cases. I came to think of different means just to completeit all. With God’s help, I was able to refined and the day came along when I graduated. I had loads of payback in our duty before and I was working so hard to it even though we were supposed to have our practice for our Pin and Ring Ceremony (for graduating nursing students only), just before our graduation. I was so blessed and grateful for the reason that I was able to finished my course. All of us were in high spirits and also my boyfriend was proud of me.

Then summer vacation passed by. During summer, I was too excited for our 1^st anniversary with my first boyfriend. I was really thankful to God coz we’ve been so long enough. But, I never imagined something awful will happen the day after. Last April 29, 2010, we just ended our relationship.Throughout those days, misery enfolded me. I weeped enough for him all night and I still couldn’t accept the fact that he broke up with me. Since almost all my life was given to him and then, that would just do. 5 months has passed, was a melancholy. The pain which I felt was too sturdy and all I thought was him. As time goes by, I realized how stupid am I and I learned lots of things concerning relationships. Of course, I just wouldn’t allow myself crying all night long, chasing his silhouette and living my life despondently. Few months have passed, I learn to appreciate life without him anymore. I became much stronger than ever. I enjoyed living my life with my family and friends. And then, review class has started. I hubbed a lot into it since I’ll be taking the NLE.

I was supposed to take NLE this December, however, I wasn’t able to submit on the deadline all my requirements in PRC. My dad was very upset, not only my dad but also my mom. I made up my mind, Nursing isn’t right for me, and Fine Arts will do. I don’t care about the license, I know that doesn’t deserve me. I told them many times that I don’t want to be a nurse but they kept on ignoring me. So, the thing that happened, I mean it. It was my first time to do such thing to my parents and I feel sorry for them. But, there’s someone who recognize my feelings, someone who heartens me a lot to pursue my dream, and someone who keeps on supporting me no matter what. This someone was meant to be my “true” prince charming, that I’ve been waiting for. He just came along and he put smile on my face again. He carries away the wretchedness within me. He brought bliss into my life. He’s the reason why I feel so blessed every now and then. He’s merely an imagination but he’s true. His love for me is genuine that nobodu could do the same.

My life has been added another evocative matter. At the end of this year, God has sent me the “most” beautiful person I’ve ever met. I truly believe on this quote, “after the rain, there’s always a rainbow.” as long things were done in a fine manner, in the end everything will be alright. In this year, I’ve made a lot of blunders that brought gloom to my verve but I’ve learned hordes of things from it. I became more matured and stronger than before. I became more concious that there’s someone better than the “first” one. I learned to accept and appreciate things heartily. Since the year was started with a smile and then it ends with a smile. Even though there were many appalling things happened within this year, but in the end everything has turned up well. So far, this year is the “best”. It has lots of twist and I enjoyed every single of it. I had so much fun! I hopw there are still more waiting on 2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

A day with “Harajuku” Girls

December 27, 2010 – Yesterday’s media event was fabulous and very mind-blowing. 3 cameras in 1 person?! Nah… I’m a multitasker, anyways. All of us were delighted in the event even though we were already worn out. That was the 3^rd time, as for me, being their snapper. I so love taking snap shots whether it could be portrait or landscape. The photo shoot was themed in “harajuku”. “Harajuku” refers to an area around Harajuku train station. Harajuku style is a japanese fashion adopted by the teenagers and young adults in the area and its side streets which have many boutiques, trendy stores and used clothes shops. Japanese Harajuku Girls and Harajuku Style has been used to describe teens dressed in many fashion styles ranging from Gothic Lolita (also gothic loli) Visual Kei, Ganguro, Gyaru, to "cute" Kawaii style clothing.It’s renowned in Japan. Some states also have this kind of affair. Even in our college night last 2008, all students put on their “best” harajuku getups. Unluckily, I wasn’t able to make it there, since I thought of our tomorrow’s exam. That would be shattered for me to show up. So, I better hit the books all night and I felt  down as the others were having fun with all their outfits. But, yet I was happy last time. Finally, I was able to see and took photos of my friends who were in “harajuku” attires. I didn’t expect that would be their theme. Their outfits were soooo “kawaii” and overwhelming. I thought the Japanese are the ones who can only make it but somehow my friends did also their best. Way to go guys!

At 1:45 pm, I showed up at our meeting place. We were only 5 (me, whinrei, mau, nikki and kaye). The 4 did the cosplaying and I was the photographer. We ferret out the thoroughfare, seeking for a suitable spot, since the place we suggested was already been set aside by others. So, we went to different Hotels and bistros but those were already occupied. It took us almost 2 hours pacing along and then we end up at Village Zamboanga. I got hungry, so we ordered some staples and dined in. when we were already done, they changed over their ordinary clothes and dressed in “harajuku”. I perceive, all people who were dined in, stared at them, as well their kids went there and took photos with my chums. I know they were wondering why they dressed up like that, even though they kept on gazing, we didn’t mind them. Then, I took some shots on different angles. They had their “unique” stances. We went to the concourse and then they posed again. It was such brilliant! We had some fun even though we were already a bit weary. Here are some of the shots:

Whinrei – put on her blonde long hairpiece with a gray neko beanie, donned a white cardigan and a mini-skirt, on her boots. A girly one.

Kaye – a blonde short and prickly hairpiece fits her, with pink kawaii headphone slouched around her shoulder, geared up in an arm-length black fleece, blue jeans and with sneakers.

Mau – with a red curly hairpiece, dressed in her black fur, a white blouse inside of it, mini-skirt with her gaudy wallops, and verdant shoes.

Nikki – with her natural black hair, filled with “red” garbs, a pink checkered cap suited her outfit, with a black neck tie, and red checkered sleeveless fleece, and a mini-skirt. A black and white stripes thumps matched her sneakers.

at the concourse :D

They were sooooo “sugoi” and then we decided to go home at 5:30 pm.

Yesterday was really a wonderful day! Looking forward to its next photo shoot on 2011!

His childhood pics ;)

I loooooooooove his eyes >////////<
this is also included in the package that he sent last week.
he's soooooo cuddly ^______^
i looove youuuu baby! :*

i guess he was still 2 years in this pic :)

yay!! graduation (kinder) :)

cuuuuuuute :)

cute.cute.cute

during his elementary :)

Harry Potter on Christmas Day!

                    At the moment, each person seems sooo happy. Children occupied themselves asking for Christmas presents. The youngsters are having fun with their Christmas parties. Everybody put on their new attires. Also, in every house there's a lot of preparations. Sanctuaries are filled with so many people, praying and giving thanks to our God. Christmas songs are heard everywhere, it could be on radio set, mp3, iPod or played on the CD player. I'm glad seeing smiles on their faces. Of course, everyone deserves to be happy right now since, today we are celebrating Christmas.

 

It was passed 8am when I woke up and I took a glimpse outside the window. Lots of kids were on the basketball court, having fun in playing games. There are some contests happening, and the court was filled with crowds, enjoying themselves in watching them. I could sniff the odorous scent of different cuisines that were already plunk on the table, down the stairs. In a flash, I just conjured myself up, spending my Christmas at Hogwarts (Oh yeah! This pretty damn good!), wearing those Hogwart's garbs and stuffs. Pacing along the Great Hall, there's a vast and lofty Christmas tree that stumbles on at the focal point and Prof. Flitwick looks busy in garnishing all those trimmings by means of his wand. Some students are having their great time in playing wizard chess, eating all those delectable fares prepared by the school elves,and chatting with their fellow housemates. Some of them went back home to their families and will gonna spend their Christmas together with them. With the lovely voices of chorale singing Hogwart's Christmas song are really fascinating. The 3rd years had started their 1st visit at Hogsmeade (OMG! I wanna visit the Three Broomstick >.<). During the tri-wizard tournament, all students dressed in their charming ball gowns and fine dress robes for the Yule ball on Christmas Eve. The castle is jam-packed with ornaments with the use of magic (nice one! All of these are crazy stuffs).

 

Geez. What was I thinking? Oh well, perhaps I'm just too excited to watch Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets later on HBO. I just can't help myself thinking those stuffs. So, I went out of bed, took the 7th book out of the shelf and scanned its pages. Christmas is wonderful, bringing all those cheerful memories from HP until the end. Still HP on Christmas day!

Christmas Eve: Lots of foodtrip!

                   It's 24th of December and tomorrow will be Christmas! Many folks are getting ready for their "Noche Buena" (which I refer to all Filipinos). As a Filipino, we had this custom for the preparation of Christmas. Usually we used to prepare our specialties in terms of foodstuffs. Different kind of cuisine will be put on the dining table. I can perceive as early as now, people are already starting their preparations. They did their groceries yesterday and begin to make dishes. I'm already done with my "mango" float, sprinkled with ripe mangos and cherries (actually, It's my cherry-mango float. Haha!). It's really mouthwatering. I made 4 of it (surely I'll dine for it later). My mom did some cooking stuffs, some of our relatives went here and had their lunch.

But before anything else, Christmas Eve mass would be the first precedence (geez. I'm one of the lectors). It's my duty to serve on 24th. I'm a little bit nervous right now coz lots of people will be attending. But its fine, it's all for God. Anyway, it's nice to be there heeding God's good news. Afterwards, "Noche Buena" will follow. That's the time we should celebrate and eat.eat.eat a lot!

HAPPY NOCHE BUENA everyone! Have fun! :)

When i said "YES"

                       October 4, 2010- the "official" date I answered him "YES". The day that he has been accepted by my heart. It was 6 o'clock in the evening when he gave me a call. The atmosphere was already shady and the stars emerged slowly, shining radiantly beyond the mist. I was in our boudoir, lying down on the bed with my heart continued to throb rapidly. All of a sudden, I felt a little bit edgy and I Started to speak like in a "stutter" shape. I didn't know what to do, I felt like I was going to shatter; I didn't know what to say, I just let him to ask me that matter again. He's rather an "introvert". But I was amazed by his valiant assertiveness in confessing his feelings towards me. I've been thinking a hundred of times about it and it took me 1 week to make up my mind. I mulled over a lot issues regarding "long distance affair" (just like what happened to me before). I'm sure enough it won't happen once again. Also, I asked for a "sign" if I'm going to confer him with my "YES".

It's a quite long story. But anyway, the day had finally arrived and my sweet yet wholesome "YES" came out from my mouth. I opt to love him with all my heart. He expressed his gratitude to me and he told me, he'll gonna prove everything since his amity is sincere and I know he is trustworthy. When I replied him, both of us were pleased and grateful. It was around 6 pm after we assert each other's affections and conveyed our melodic "I LOVE YOU". I was full of life that time and it feels like thawing me along with a stodgy covering, sitting down nearby the bloodshot inferno on a frosty midwinter dusk.

"YES", this means I accept him wholly and unswervingly. The word that most guys hoping to listen in every girl they dating and made everyone to be with each other. With a simple "YES", I have found my bliss.

chillin' with my sis

December 18, 2010 - @ 5pm in the afternoon, we headed to Joaquin Enriquez Memorial Sports Complex since my younger sis wanted to have an exercise by jogging. I think she is already conscious about her body figure, that's why she needs to "burn" some fats in her body. hahaha! So, I accompanied her to go there and we had some fun! I also did some 100 meter dash and then roaming around the oval. That was very exhausting but I enjoyed. My younger sis also did the same but she did 4 times as mine. Afterwards, we took some shots, had a few minutes of rest, and then we resumed our calisthenics. I also gazed upon the people having their different amusement. They played basketball, "sepak takraw", volleyball, softball, soccer, and those little kids were on their taekwondo suits had their drill in taekwondo. They were soooo cute and cuddly. 


Then, we went home @ 6pm so that I could catch up the simbang gabi which usually starts @ 7:30 pm. We were soo tired that time. Even though it was very weary, still both of us enjoyed the activity and it's nice to mingle with my younger sis.

Thank you soooooo much babe! :)

Geez. I know it's already a late entry. It was supposed to be posted last Sunday. But due to network inconvenience, I wasn't able to post it on the day it occurs. Anyway, I just wanna share this. 

December 19, 2010 – the day I had received his parcels through LBC. I was chatting with him on the phone until my “gran” went upstairs and gave the package to me. I was stunned that time coz I saw the label of “LBC” and I knew it came from him. I didn’t anticipate this to happen . When I unwrapped it, I can feel my heart won’t stop thumping as if it will gonna bolt from my torso. I’m sooo delighted!!! Honestly, it’s my first time to receive such bulk mail coming from him that is too far afield. He had shown me, how much he loves me (as my mother has also the same assertion).

In the package, there are 3 cards (monthsary, birthday and Christmas card), 2 katekyo hitman reborn posters, 2 katekyo hitman reborn mouse pads, vongola storm ring, kimi ni todoke pin, beanie, Tsunayoshi keychain, his 6 childhood photos, and a rosary. I was really surprised, KHR madness raids the package. Haha! Anyway, I’ll cherish all these stuffs wholeheartedly and I’m truly glad regarding his efforts so as to make me smile : D really, it made me smile a lot. As I read his message on the cards, I can’t help myself but to whimper in every word he alleged on the card. Even though it’s very down-to-earth but I know all those words came from his heart wholly. At last, I know his scribble love all those stuffs he gave, I really am. Here are some of the shots:

vongola storm ring & Tsuna keychain

beanie & a rosary

romantic cards & kimi ni todoke pin

KHR posters!

his childhood photos :)

Those are sooo SUGOI! And his childhood photos are sooo cute :p

I really appreciate those and amazed by his exertions just to keep our relationship remains complete. Though I don’t have anything to give him on this Christmas, but my love for him won’t ever fade away, that’s all I can give to him right now.

My message for you…

"Baby, thank you for everything. You  proved me one thing, that is your genuine love transpires sincerity and you cared about me sooo much. Thank you for all the gifts and I guess I’ve said it a thousand times. I appreciate all the bouncy efforts you’ve done and I won’t spoil everything. I know it will gonna happen, wherein the two of us will be together someday. I always believe in you coz I know you’re a faithful individual. Again, thank you and I love you!!!"

"Though we are miles apart, still we can prove to anyone that we love and care for each other."

Christmas is everywhere!

It’s 16^th of December; “Misa De Galo” had just begun.

The subtle air whoosh at early dawn fondle my skin, the cool breeze gently enfolds me, the warm “kakanin” vending along the pavement are really mouthwatering, those delightful melody of Christmas songs hummed by the ensemble, Christmas trees with lights shining spread out all over the place, Christmas trimmings were being displayed in every domiciles, the clatters of Christmas bells and “carolers” are surely amusing and everybody shares each other’s blessings. All of these are “insignia” of this wonderful time of year and that would be “Christmas”.

Christmas is the season of sharing and thanksgiving. We celebrate this season all over the world, for this time we commemorate the nativity of our Lord Jesus Christ. The essence of this period is to give the “true” meaning of Christmas which is to impart our godsend gifts to those who are unfortunate enough and to prepare ourselves for the advent of our Lord. It’s not essential to have “new” stuffs and too much staples to make. But most importantly, we should learn to be grateful on what we have right now. We have to be thankful for everything that bestowed on us and that’s the real spirit of Christmas.

It’s really nice to share what I have to others. Their warm-hearted smirks on their faces provide audacity to endure my benevolence and their blissful hearts warble with gladness. Children’s carol is in the air; my emotion was gladdened as I listen to them humming Christmas songs. Every dwelling is filled with vibrant Christmas lights and lanterns that gleam attractively. Gifts and toys are present all over and children are overmuch thrilled to receive those. As I remember my childhood Christmas, I went to my “Ninong and Ninang’s” (godparents) house and received a sundry of Christmas gifts from them. I was so happy. I also joined with the other kids in our neighbor in “caroling”. It was really an enjoyable one. At the end, we shared our earnings to make Christmas party. I went lots of Christmas festivities before and it was really unforgettable.

So as of now, my family is the “thing” that I yearn most. I’m glad that I’ll spend my Christmas with them even though my loved one is too distant. Hopefully, we’ll spend our Christmas together next year and this is my wish on this Christmas day.

Anyway, 9 days to go before Christmas!

Monotony bumps-off!

Since I have to take the NLE (Nursing Licensure Examination) next year, this passed few months (from the day when I finished my college up till now) have been so jaded. Certainly, I’m not keen on having a good time elsewhere.  All day long, I ended up doing nothing within. I always looking at my Mac Book or PC, poking around its facets while hanging on to JPOP (Japanese Pop) or “anime” music. My blood brother (Mac Book) aims to ward ennui off and have fun one way or another. From time to time, I just browse through the internet, reading online anime “manga”, otherwise I pull out my mechanical pencil and sketch pad then I do some sketching of certain anime characters (OMG! I should’ve my own character!). If I’m not in the frame of mind to do those stuffs, I just flow away and amuse myself in playing the piano in the side altar.

Blimey! It feels like I’m NO-GOOD at all since I’m lethargic to do other things. Anyway, life is still humbling, just because there’s no need to be anxious. LOL.  I wish I could find a job sooner or later; I still want to enjoy being a frivolous individual at the end of this year. I think I would be a “hikikomori” (person who isolates himself or herself from society in their homes for a period exceeding six months) for a few months and hikikomori’s life is amazing! LOL (but I prefer living in a clean environment).

Honestly, I intend not to take NLE anymore, since all I want is to continue in studying Fine Arts program. But before anything else, I should seek a job, to earn my keep and I’m going to use it for my other course. So, a stroke of luck to me!

Anime REVIEW: Bokura Ga Ita

I call to mind what I inscribed about my sway to this anime, I appreciate how reflective this anime to me. I would say it’s one of the best anime love story. It’s kind of pragmatic one. At any rate, if you’re looking for good romance, then look no further, since BOKURA GA ITA has lot of twists.

The series tells about a couple, dealing with everyday features regarding being a couple, which comprises of jealousy, forbearing and settling some argument, separation, honesty and bidding farewells. In fact, I’ve learned a lot from this anime regarding relationships. The most shared ideas for this series are: that love can make rational people change into a huddle of incompatible inane beings and the difference among realism and your own feelings.

The characters in this anime are deep.  The tactic on how they develop throughout the series is truly remarkable and you can perceive the elusive fluctuations in every episode which are barely centered on the substantial concepts in this series.

The series start with a high school girl named, Nanami Takahashi. A typical student, beset with aspirations and notions for the future. Soon enough, she finds out that Motoharu Yano is in the same class. First impression precede her to loathe him at first and little by little she become aware of her feelings to Yano (this part is somewhat tedious). So they fall in love swiftly and start wooing.The pacing is absurdly measured (apparently you don’t want to watch it if you’re a fast-paced spectator). The excess of the series is committed to loads of happy moments. The whole thing develops from a usual court to heart tending break-ups and yet some rivalries for both sides are included.

In my view, the description of the relationship has a sense of balance amid of idyllic whim and blaring experience. As most relationship set forth, the couple is in each other’s pocket at first, using up their myriad times together whether it is in amorous hug or just relishing each other’s existence. After a while, the couple get used to it and become usual by means of dating. As they strive to even out the requisite to understand each other with respect to their own time and remain faithful. In terms of characters, both Nana and Yano were deceitful and opposing in their judgment and behaviors. Yano happens to be as gallant in his exertions yet is patently and haughty. He hides it with his fully placid side and amiable smile. Conversely to Nana, isn’t much enhanced. She has nothing to ask for but Yano’s happiness and willing to forgo no matter what. Honestly, she is just afraid of heartache, perfidy and rejection as Yano is. Nana is kind of “self-centered” person; however I don’t blame her for this. All individuals are normally egocentric; it’s likely to avoid heartache and look for contentment. Finally, Yano was able to halt reproaching his enigma to others and makes the tenacity to put up his own life. And Nana fares to have trust to Yano. She sets herself second and conveys Yano to do what he feels is BEST instead of pressing out her standards of happiness to him. Other characters include Takeuchi and Yamamoto appeared to be plot advancements more than individual characters. They seemed like they had a venture to secede Nana and Yano and they were used to provoke resentment and more arguments.

The final episode presents more angst-ridden spectacle as Yano has to move in Tokyo, detaching himself to Nana. This choice puts off their relationship into ambiguity while frantically consider whether they can endure as couple. The anime ends with a “promise” that they will both remain dedicated to each other no matter how long the wait. This is quite much precisely a deep “shoujo” romance. I grumble about the ending, it’s a bit open-ended for such series, but usually because the manga at that time brought forward an extremely thought-provoking plot-twist that was overlooked in the anime.

The 26 episodes carried out an exceptional work of exploring the said far-reaching matter. LIKE.LIKE.LIKE!!!

I'm sooooooo in love with him ♥

I reckon the time since we’ve been together. All I think about is him, day by day and even in nocturnal times as I about to slumber, covets to dream of him.  I’m sooooo inlove with you!!! That’s what I really feel about you!!! My heart is always calling out your name. I ensure you that my feelings won’t ever change because my feeling for you is sincere. I was startled by your temperament. You’re perfect for me. You’re the wonderful person I met in my entire life. I hope you’ll stay until the end of time and remain blissful each time. I wish we’re always stay “in love” and devoted with each other. No matter what I do you’re still on my mind and I cherish all your exertions just to perk me up. You’re my inspiration every time I inscribe, you’re the starting place of my thoughts therefore I was inspire to write fully. Baby, even though I couldn’t see you directly, I can still deem your presence. When you call up on the phone, I feel glad once I hear your voice and charmed whenever you said “I LOVE YOU”.

I couldn’t compare my feelings to anything. All I know is that “I love you” and I can’t help it. I just want you to bear in your mind all the things that I’ve said. I believe we can make it at the end. I always remain strong for you and I hope you’re also doing the same way. Thank you for everything Baby!!! && I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! :*