You know what...? Lots of thing bothers me right now. I gave all of my hopes in all your words, since that i love you. I'm slightly upset these passed few days coz i just noted something. It's not that I want all of your time, still I can see your efforts. But that something is, everytime I need someone to talk, I feel you're blank. Sometimes, you're busy doing some stuffs or could it be "oo nga, andyan ka nga, kausap ako...but your thought isn't towards me. Yeah... I understand even though it hurts me.
Nowadays, you're not texting me as much as before (I mean even if we were not on the phone.) But don't worry, I expected this to happen, as our relationship will come along. But what i expect more, even if it's a short yet sweet message or greetings, that will really make my day complete. Sa ngayon, I guess wala na'kong nababasa na ganyan and it makes me feel down and parang hindi mo na ako kinakamusta. No, I'm not forcing you to do this after saying it. I will just try to adjust myself. And now, I think you're complaining about the "load"? I'm not urging you to load your cp and I'm sorry. If I could find a nice job, wag ka ng mag-alala. Somehow, I was able to tell you all these things and as I say this, I can't help my tears to fall down. I guess it's not really a BIG deal for you but I just want you to know. Since, every little thing that comes to our relationship, matters a lot for me. I'm hoping what we have started, will just remain the same.
Yeah... you're kinda busy but still I understand. I hope you'll read this.
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