It's been a while...
And I just ended my job contract in Jolibee. Yeah, it only means I can already take a rest for a long period of time HAHA. But, I miss my working station, my co-employees, the fun we had, and all those things. Aww... I got sad of course... working in Jolibee was a great experience for me. Aside from doing my job, I also learned other stuffs within that 5 months and I won't ever forget those stuffs :)
Right now... I'm just staying at home... watching animes, playing GrandChase, chatting with friends, ughhh... it's really boring... back to my normal life again *sigh* nevertheless, I'm still thankful because during my "work" days, I was never been terminated HAHAHA! I got my salary yesterday and did some shopping. What makes me excited these following days?... HAHA. I'm excited to get my separation pay LOL. Of course, I have to keep some for future stuffs though... On the other hand, I'm a bit confused on what am I gonna do, will I go study again or work abroad? :/ Thinking about these stuffs makes me crazy. And I don't know what to do. My parents want me to enroll myself in a review center for the Nursing Licensure Exam this December... ughh. I don't have to repeat it again and again. It's still a BIG "NO" for me. Why do I have to push myself on something that is not for me? Sigh... sometimes, I have to stand on my own. But the problem is... I don't know where to start. Actually, I really wanna talk to my dad about this... that somehow he will still support me on whatever I want. I really want to study again, seriously... The course that I'm longing to take. I don't care even it will take me years to graduate as long as I'm happy on what I've choose.
Or let's say... I have siblings that are still studying...of course, I just don't want to be a burden for them. I still have another option which is to work abroad. There... I can save a lot for my studies and I think it's a good starting point. I'll take this last option whenever they will still disagree on me. It's really hard but I have to believe that I can make it. I'll prove to them someday that I can do great things aside from nursing.
Help me, Lord. For you... nothing is impossible. I believe that I can achieve my goal in life.
