2nd Anniversary

Baby I'm sorry, because I wasn't prepared for this. You knew what happened to me, right? I hope you'll understand. 

Anyway, I Love You. Happy 2nd Anniversary for us and I wish that I'm with you right now. But even we're not together on this special day, I hope that you're still happy to have me in your life. Coz that's also what I feel right now. But I thought of something that will makes you happy and it's secret hihi. :p coz I'm not that well yet, don't worry I'll be fine soon. I just wanna say Thanks a lot baby for being there always for me. Thank you for the love and care and everything. Thank you soo much! And I won't ever forget all those things that you did for me :)

Baby, it has been 2 years since I said "Yes" and I'm still loving it. Did you remember the time we started to talk a lot? If I'm not mistaken it was that day... that I gave my yes to you and you we're very happy that you came to think of one thing, and I asked you "I hope we will still be together after 2 years." And then you told me, "Not just 2 years, but forever". Look at now, we're still together :) Yeah, time passes by so swiftly. It's like... it was just yesterday that everything had started. A lot of things happened which produced us to be more stronger and full-blown individuals and that will help our relationship to be more meaningful.

Baby, I also wanna ask for pardon for all the bad things that I did. For being so childish and sometimes selfish. Sorry baby but I'm going to try my best just to be a good girlfriend for you. 

Well, I think I just told you everything. And yeah, I'm happy for us :) 

I hope you'll call me tonight. 

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU!

I just made you this one :)

Dream come true?

"I wish my parents would understand how I really feel... I wish they will still support me even though I'm going to take another path of my life and I wish that someday I'm going to make them proud even if it's not in Nursing."

My wish, that I awaited for long,  came true. Yes, and I still can't imagine. Ever since I entered college, this is what I was asking for. Finally, my parents understand what I really want, and I'm grateful to God for giving me such a wonderful parents. I think I'm relieved. It was like picking a thorn that get trapped inside my throat that made me difficult to talk. Yes, I was having a hard time to tell them what I really feel because I thought that they might get angry at me and make them look upset. But I couldn't handle it any longer, I was really confused and then things might go like crazy. I went to church and prayed. I asked for a "sign" that I will go to tell my parents. And that "sign" really happened on the day that my sister passed the Nursing Licensure Exam. 

Finally, I was able to discuss with my parents what I really want to do with my life. Even Dad is in another country, I was able to tell him clearly. Everything is alright now at least they're aware of what I'm planning to do. So it's like a dream come true... after all the sufferings and misunderstanding that I've gone through has been paid for. And in the end I got emotional. I'm truly happy. 

So, right now... everything is set. I'm going to take the Civil Service Exam first and then I'll go to Manila to find a job. So that I could earn as much as possible for my studies. I'm going to take my "dream" course which is Fine Arts Major in Advertising Arts and that will be in Manila. So, another 4 years will be added to my school year. LOL but it's fine with me. I'm going try my best in this course. I'm going to be an Artist someday. 

First of all, I would like to greet my baby a HAPPY and SWEET Monthsary! :*


It's been almost 1 year and 10 months of love. And I'm truly in blithe that we made it through.


I thank God for a wonderful blessing and that's YOU! I just wanna thank you for everything. Thank you for the love, care, and for being there for me, always. I'm very glad to have you in my life. I hope you will remain as what you are... just be yourself, okay? :) I love you baby :)


I believe that you and I will be together someday. Yeah, in God's will... in right time... all the waits will be worth it. So, don't ever give up, okay? :) It might be hard for us now... but I know we can make it. Always remember... "Fate brings True Love."


I believe our love will find a way for us to meet someday. Let's be patient... and be thankful because we are still together until now. Baby, I love you... no matter who you are and what you are. 
I love you simply because it's YOU, the only guy who loved me this much. Despite all the things that happened, you still wish to be with me. Thank you baby... I hope that won't ever happen again. Promise me, okay? Let's just not think about it anymore, it's already a part of our past. What's more important... I'm here for you, to love and care for you. I wish we'll stay like this forever... syempre yung magkasama na tayo hehe. We should stay connected always, okay? Never ako magsasawa na mahalin ka baby :)




Happy Monthsary Baby! I love you :)

Novz

Confused...

It's been a while...


And I just ended my job contract in Jolibee. Yeah, it only means I can already take a rest for a long period of time HAHA. But, I miss my working station, my co-employees, the fun we had, and all those things. Aww... I got sad of course... working in Jolibee was a great experience for me. Aside from doing my job, I also learned other stuffs within that 5 months and I won't ever forget those stuffs :)


Right now... I'm just staying at home... watching animes, playing GrandChase, chatting with friends, ughhh... it's really boring... back to my normal life again *sigh* nevertheless, I'm still thankful because during my "work" days, I was never been terminated HAHAHA! I got my salary yesterday and did some shopping. What makes me excited these following days?... HAHA. I'm excited to get my separation pay LOL. Of course, I have to keep some for future stuffs though... On the other hand, I'm a bit confused on what am I gonna do, will I go study again or work abroad? :/ Thinking about these stuffs makes me crazy. And I don't know what to do. My parents want me to enroll myself in a review center for the Nursing Licensure Exam this December... ughh. I don't have to repeat it again and again. It's still a BIG "NO" for me. Why do I have to push myself on something that is not for me? Sigh... sometimes, I have to stand on my own. But the problem is... I don't know where to start. Actually, I really wanna talk to my dad about this... that somehow he will still support me on whatever I want. I really want to study again, seriously... The course that I'm longing to take. I don't care even it will take me years to graduate as long as I'm happy on what I've choose. 


Or let's say... I have siblings that are still studying...of course, I just don't want to be a burden for them. I still have another option which is to work abroad. There... I can save a lot for my studies and I think it's a good starting point. I'll take this last option whenever they will still disagree on me. It's really hard but I have to believe that I can make it. I'll prove to them someday that I can do great things aside from nursing. 


Help me, Lord. For you... nothing is impossible. I believe that I can achieve my goal in life. 

Happy 20th! <3


4 months to go and it will be our 2nd anniversary ^_^ 
And I hope we'll see each other soon :)


Its been 1yr. & 8 months ago when you ask me if i could be your girlfriend, and of course i said YES, i felt how happy we are that day. We didn't expect that everything will happen so suddenly but as what they've said if God is the center of everything, nothing to worry.  Even though there were a lot of adversities, still He didn't leave us behind and im so thankfull for that, kahit sa sandaling panahon sinubok niya tayo, tinuruan kung panu magpakatatag and fight for what we feel.  I know there are still a lot of hardships waiting for us not only as bf/gf but as ONE, I just want you to know na kahit saang laban o pagsubok hindi ako mawawala sa tabi mo, i will be always here as your bestfriend, sister, and lover. Mahal na mahal po kita at hindi po un magbabago. 

Happy Monthsary! :)

Bye Bye Bokura Ga Ita~

What a beautiful ending to a beautiful story...


I have been following this manga/ anime for almost 4 years since when I was in my second year in college. Bokura Ga Ita has just finished... yeah, the final chapter has been released already. And I was like... *couldn't explain* like a moron, distraught with tears all throughout the story. It was a perfect ending though, truly romantic.I couldn't help myself screaming like an idiot especially when there were some moments that kept my heart beat faster. One of those moments... when Yano came back. Yes! And finally proposed to Nanami. Kyaaaaa~ >3< (Hoping that same thing will happen to me also haha! LOL) Yuuki Obata is a whip. She did her best on how to end this anime to dreamy one. Great Job! Until the very end, you still surprised us. I will surely miss her works especially this manga. I remembered something way back in my high school years... I have this classmate (later I considered him as my best friend), uhm I had a mutual feelings for him. We became friends so easily because we had some common interests like we're fond of watching anime. As time passed by, my feelings for him went deeper. We got our separated ways when we were in college, but my feelings for him were still in my heart. During my second year, I saw this anime advertised in Hero Channel, so I tried to watch it. The story was purely innocent, all about high school love. Nagustuhan ko agad ang story... that's the time I started to follow its series on tv. Unbelievable... but I was able to confess my feelings to my best friend after I watched the whole series. I was like an idiot, I didn't know what to do. But not the same story happened to me, nonetheless I'm still thankful that we're still friends. 


LOL, every time I watch this anime again, I always remember my best friend. But, seasons changed. I have my "Yano" now. And I love him. 


Anyway, even though I got sad, there are films waiting for me to watch. Yes, the live action film and I'm so excited about it. Hoping next month... part 1 will be out T____T

Long Distance Valentine

Tomorrow will be Valentines Day... And I know lots of couple out there will spend their valentines together.

Sigh... When will I see him? I wonder if he's going to see me this year... I would be very happy if that day comes. Sometimes, when I see a couple walking while holding their hands... I came to think of..."I wish he was here." We'll do whatever we wanna do, like what some couples are doing. But today, I guess it's impossible to happen since we are far apart. He lives in Caloocan and I'm in Zamboanga. The distance... sometimes kills me, but when I hear his voice from the phone, I feel like... I'm sooo close to him. Yeah... anyway, a BIG THANKS on today's technology. As long as we are on the line, I'm satisfied. Communication is a big help for us. We do send messages in some social networks and play our favorite online game together.

It's okay with us as long as we're happy even though we can't see each other... maybe there's a reason... a reason why we're apart. I believe... it will make us more stronger than ever. My love for him get stronger day by day and I trust him a lot. I always pray to GOD that our love will be forever. I can't believe that we've made it this far, I'm so grateful to have him. 1 year and 4 months... still counting... I hope it will be endless. 

I believe that we'll see each other on the right time... right place... and for a right reason. We're not in a hurry because we trust each other and we believe that "Fate brings true love ":)

This Valentine's Day... I wonder what we're going to do... I guess we'll be spending it on each other's phone or computer. It's fine... actually this will be our 2nd Valentine and we did the same thing during that date. We didn't find it boring, in fact we enjoyed much even though how the situation was. Even if it's not Valentine's day or monthsary... I'm happy to have him. I hope this Valentines will be more meaningful to us since we've made it this far.

... You are like an endless wave, and I your waiting sand. I will wait forever as you come and smooth my hand. I will wait forever, yet you are a part of me. I hold you in my arms, while you come to me endlessly. 

I WILL WAIT FOR YOU BABY!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

I LOVE YOU <3